Continuation, THE SPELL

Ok, so it’s been a few days, and I have had one hell of a time. My husband and I spoke about divorce, if we wanted to keep going on (ironic that our anniversary is June 3rd, going to be 24 years of marriage) with the marriage. We still want to and love each other. My husband got into a car accident 5 feet from the house. The POS car we do have had no damage, but it completely wrecked the other guys car. The car hot my husband from behind. My husband shrugged it off and told the guy that he would press charges or sue, because he was fine, and the guys car looked like it took all the damage, so there. Creditors are sending letters and we still need a car that I can actually drive. Because te one we have thought it can take a hit. It’s not safe for our young son to drive in.

So, since the last post, I have been making preparations for my spell tonight for the New Moon. I want to shed my old life patterns. So I have collected skin from my body. How you may ask? By doing a foot skin peel. You may have seen it on Facebook or YouTube, a product that you put on after you get out of the shower and you place these bags on your feet, then after 3-7 days your skin starts to peel off in a crazy amount. Well, I figured that I would utilize this byproduct to change my direction in life. If I’m literally walking in a path that no longer serves my better good, then the use of this old removed skin should help manifest a different direction in life. So I will pull out my cauldron, light a charcoal disk, take my skin and burn it with the visual intentions of burning away the old path. I will then take one of the lizard tails that I have, and burn that in the cauldron as a sacrifice from nature, to give me a second chances to have wealth, and good health in my life. I will use fingernails as a symbol of clawing my way out of all the debt, sadness, fear, instability, and daunting feelings. These things will be burned away in my life and for the lives of my family.

Then the next day I will take a white candle, crush a bumble bee, and a spider in my mortar and pestle, then mix with honey, and pour this onto a white candle. Each member of the family will say an incantation or prayer for what they want for themselves, the family, into the candle. This is done so the sweet life can have a beacon to know where this new delicious life needs to come to and to whom. This will help us all with every aspect of our lives.

I will post as things begin to change for us. The outcome should be all good. I would ask that you come back to see if this spell is right for you before you go out to find these already dead animals.

** Warning!!! Remember, if you kill an animal, the spell will not work in your favor. You have to find the critters, they must have lived out their life with no interference from you.

Bright Blessings

Luna Noir

Living With Real Magic

So for those who have followed my journey. or are just starting to read or listen (not even sure if the podcast is still up). I have come a long way baby! I started my Witchy life deep in the hood of Detroit. Casting spells for better jobs, more money, new life, happy family, protection……. To moving to better and better places where I have gotten everything. I’ve moved quite a few places to get to where I am now (Maui Hawaii). It has not been an easy road. But it has been a very magically calculated road. I know many of you already know how to create vision boards, say daily affirmations, or meditations. But maybe you lack the missing piece that so many people don’t do at all. Have faith, trust, unwavering focus. If there is something you want you have to do these things. You need to go to bed knowing that everything that’s on your vision board is already yours. That you can close your eye and feel without a shadow of a doubt that you already have all your bills paid, even when you don’t know where or when the money is coming. You have to believe not only that it’s already yours, but that the money will be there when the time to pay everything is due (if not before). Now this isn’t like the secret (which I still use) where you just think about it and forget it. You do have to actually put some energy towards the things you want. I’ve raised the cone of power during full moons, I’ve used blood magic, and I’ve looked for jobs, and taken opportunities that I wasn’t comfortable with. Yes you have to make active moves to make some shit happen. I never wanted to move out of Michigan. My reasons were because of my family. I didn’t want to leave them. But if I hadn’t, I would not have been able to move my kids to better safer places to live. My family is content with living where they feel comfortable. They don’t want to change. They don’t think that they can do better. They don’t think that at their age they can make upgrades to life. But I had to get uncomfortable for me to feel more comfortable at home, walking in my neighborhood, or have better opportunities for employment. I had to move and feel aches and pains in my stomach, and then get use to that feeling, in order to make another step. Then get myself feeling those same butterflies that felt like disease eating away at my insides. After this began to happen more and more, I would offer those stresses and feelings to Goddess (God, Universe or whatever you connect with). This was a reoccurring thing in my life. I saw the pattern, and when I thought that I was going to try something different, sometime I would stagnate for a while, until I would remembered what worked for me. There is a rhythm to everything, that your kind of magic will show you after a while. I did notice that I felt the need to offer more and more things to Goddess, and while I waited to see what she made with those offerings, I KEPT FAITH! In the documentary the Secret there is this part that tells you that once you set and put forth an intention, you need to keep positive, and do not give up. That it’s like planting grass. You put the seed in the dirt, you cover it and then you water it. You don’t see what’s happening beneath the earth, but you know that you are doing everything you need to do to make this grow and happen. If you give up, you might be just a day away from seeing the sprouts of grass breaking through. If you give up and stop tending to the intentions you set, and if  you struggle and doubt the grass stops it’s growth, and you won’t see the prize you’ve worked so hard for. Having faith, will have you see the things you want grow. Be patient and you will see results.

You know it took 12 hard ass years to move to Maui? We wrote about it, talked about it, and wished about it. But we also gave up many times too. But once we saw the writing on the wall, we dug in our heals and started making every move, a move towards our dream of getting to Maui. Now some of you may think, you must have saved so much money to get there. Nope! The plane landed and we had $345.00. We didn’t even know if the house we were renting was a real listing, we signed a lease sent payments, checked the agency, but we’ve all heard of people who get screwed out of money. So we were nervous. Not to mention we had never set foot on the island until the day we got here. We did a facetime tour with a realtor, and the day we were flying out she was fired from her job. We were told get the key from under the frog at the front door. We prayed there was a frog, let alone an actual house for us to stay in. We had sent all of our belongings ahead, beds cars, cats, EVERYTHING!  With all this stress in play, we were and have been paycheck to paycheck. Can you imagine the stress? Can you see what I mean when I say that you need to have faith, focus, to make what you want happen?

So we’re here and this stress is a constant. Shit is expensive here! We knew this when we chose to move here. The safety our children have here, and the natural beauty, has been worth it.  So every day,  unless you are rich you live like we do. We have been here for three years. we are working hard to stay. Maui isn’t everything I thought it would be (for me especially) I still find it hard for me on a personal level. Like everyone in my family loves it here. I’m still on the fence. But I know that I wanted to be here and everything I did to get here can’t be for nothing. I did tarot, pendulums, and spirit guided connections that all told me to come here. So I’m making every effort to get my shit together and find my bliss here.  I will admit. My powers have been very weak for the first two years. It was a mother fuckers to get my focus on here. But I haven’t given up. If you want to know why I hadn’t kept up with my blog or podcast this is the reason why. Being on a island surrounded by water through my shit for a loop, plus all the other factors that I have just explained hasn’t helped. I thought that it was going to be easier for me to create and manifest here, but it has been a challenge. But I got my sea legs now and nothing is stopping me. Will I start the podcast again? Maybe. But if I do. It’s going to be as close to a live show as possible. Editing and trying to cut out my vocal fry’s and “ums,” will just have to be part of the show. I want to be of service to others, but I do have to put my husband and kids first. I also have thought of another channel (talk about that later). So for this week I am saying, keep strong, stay focused, make a vision board, burn some incense, hold on to your crystals, do whatever you know works for you, and don’t give up on it. The grass maybe just about to sprout right under your feet!

Blessing and So mote it be for your dreams

Luna

WTH

Ok I knew something was going wrong when my husband accidentally broke my bottle of elderberry syrup…

I havent been sick for two years now and now I can barely speak due to a horrible sore throat. I thought that it was just allergies at first but now I can see that this is a wee bit more than just that.

So I am going to write about the podcast that I wanted to share with you this week.

Amulets

Who has them? What are they? What can you gain from them?

Well I have a few of them. I have at least a 12,ooo  year old Mastodon tusk, that was fashioned into a bracelet with silver clasps (once called a slave cuff). This is one of those amulets that when you hold it you can feel the energy of the animal that use to roam the forest of their time. I will usually use this as my power bracelet when I am at family functions. As you may have read in previous podcasts, my family can sometimes be quite vicious. So I use the bracelet as a bridge to how this elefant may have once interacted with his or her family (I do feel that it was female for some reason). So I have always been pleasantly surprised at how much nicer my family have bee towards me when I use the bracelet, it’s almost like I have control over their emotions towards me. Kinda like Jasper Cullen from Twilight.

I also have a Witches ring that is made out of a 2,ooo year old bog wood from England. Now this ring is very strong with good energy but all so I have worn it during sleep and have had horrible nightmarish dreams. I’m not sure if I told you about this dream I had with the ring on. But I’m sure I said I woud. So here is that dream.

My husband and our three children are looking to get into a four bedroom apartment. When the manager sends me up to look at this apartment that just has been freed by there previous tenants. So I notice that one of the rooms was a boys nursery, perfect for my little Eros. So I’m wondering why did the couple leave all of the babies belongings, when I begin to slowly walk to this beautiful bassent that was adorned with white lace, and powder blue crocheted lace trim, it also have a kind of canopy that as I pulled it back away from the bassinet, it reviled the dead body of the boy who’s nursery i was in. He slept there peacefully. I was shocked and ran from the room. I told my husband and he began to scream at the manager of the apartment, as to what the hell was going on! The manager explained that the family were so devastated at the loss of their son that they left before they were able to have the body removed. but they were going to have him removed by days end.

Well needless to say I told my husband that I would NOT be moving into that apartment. My husband reassured me that we would not be getting that apartment and that we would find something fast, since we had to move by the end of the week. So we packed all of our belongings and packed the moving truck and when we got to the new apartment I was happy to see that we were literally at the other side of the building, to where the baby and the nursery were. We all unpacked and when I got to the room where my son Eros was to be sleeping I discovered that we were in the same apartment. We just came from the back door of the building. I was so upset and angry. I ran to my husband and he said that the body had been removed and her thought that there was no reason for us not to ge the apartment since we were in need of an apartment right away. I looked at my two older kids and asked them where their little brother was and they sai that they put him in the nursery. I LOST MY SHIT at this point. so I ran to the nursery and found my son on the floor crying. So as I picked him up I could still see the dead baby in the bassinet but this time he was possessed and writhing there in the bed. His eyes where black, and he had black lips and black dried blood coming from his mouth. I was able to somehow get my son out of there but my legs became stuck to the floor, so I was not able to move. I tried to scream but no sound came out. I looked behind me and the baby was beginning to  pull himself out of the bed and no matter how hard I tried to scream or get my husbands attention I could do nothing. I was able to knock over a broom (which usually means company is coming over to your house) and use the broom to get my husbands to check on me. He was able to drag me off to safety.  During this dream I was trying to wake up but just like the dream I was stuck. So no matter how I tried to wake I just couldn’t.

So that was my first experience with this Witches ring. But as soon as I got up that day I took the ring outside and put it in the sunshine for hours, to burn away any negative energy that may have accompanied the ring. Now I can sleep in it and not have any bad dreams.

I believe that this ring may have recorded a lot of killing. Because there is a sense of sadness, but still very positive. I do love the ring.

I also have an amulet that I made out of clay. This is by far the happiest of the three. I made it out of Sculpey Clay. I took moss green clay and fashioned it into a disk. I carved a simple O with a cross cut into the middle of it. I made it during the full moon, with the intension of finding my life calling. I will admit that it worked very well, but I will say that it has taken a long time for my amulet to CONVINCE me into believing that I can do my life calling.

So anyone can have an amulet and for sure you can make one by yourself. I was lucky to have been able to resonate with a few different kinds. But what’s important is to feel a connection. If you can have a positive experience, the better. I believe that using an amulet can heighten your power in many ways. It can help focus your energies toward your desire. It can gain even more power from positive energies surrounding you. I love how my amulets also protect me from negative energy and helps to direct my life towards my hearts desire and what is best for my life.

I do hope you all try to either find or create your own. I find that it helps fill in the cracks of a persons spells. I usually bless my amulets with smoke and during the full moon.

I just realized that the medicine I am taking is making me feel loopy. I must go now.

Bright Blessing to you all and as soon as I can I will post this podcast or a new one may God and Goddess Bless.

Namaste

Luna

Angry Face

In short I am re recording my 9th Episode. I thought that it was recording for forty-five minutes and then when I went to insert the artwork the beginning of the podcast was fine for three minutes and then DEAD AIR for the next twenty-three minutes. I am livid people!. But I am going to re-record the Episode as soon as I can get my son to sleep tonight.

Sorry Folk, I’m trying

Luna

ARE YOU KIDDING ME!?

 

Every time you think that I’ve over come a hurdle the universe tries to put larger ones in front. My husband is about to be let go from his job out here in Arizona. Him working 72 hour weeks is just not enough he has been told. That’s a shame since that is all that he was willing to give. You see my husband would love to be able to give up more of his time for this job, but that would mean that he would not be home to see his two kids or his wife. The company is going to help him find a new position since as the district manager said “i feel responsible for bringing you and your family out here”. That was nice of him. (no sarcasm). So the four of us are out here,with one quiet old mini van with no air conditioning and about to have no job. There is no family out here for any of us to call on for help. Am I upset? Nope, am I worried?  I was for about 1/2 a day ( i’ve had this knowledge for about a week). Do I have hope? OH GODDESS and GOD YES! Why? Because they have never let me truly hit rock bottom. Even those times that I screamed out WHY HAVE YOU TAKEN MY BABY ! They have never let me hit the ground. My husband has even begun to truly use his abilities to manifest change, he calls on God and Goddess for help and his angels too. My kids are also working with the universe and their angels. With friends like these helping us what  do we have to fear? Nothing. BTW I must say that I’m lucky to have a husband who tries  to help his family have a better life, but isn’t willing to do destroy our family with a job that would only hurt us with out his presence here. We are very close and being here these three months and only getting to see our dad and husband for maybe an hour or two a day was so hard. We want more money, but not at the expense of loosing our relationship with each other.

Just so you know, I have been trying to get my podcast up and running and I’m sorry about the delay. Since we moved I first needed the computer to be unpacked and then my motivation has been in question. Now my husband tells me that I need a something for my iMac computer that will aid in me uploading since I had been uploading with my old PC before (still in a box somewhere). So with all this new job searching going on, I am stuck with blogging for the moment. I will have a back log of podcasts since I am continuing  to record shows. So I wager that when I do get this situation rectified, I will flood the podcast air ways with some of the most riveting shows known to man (see how flexible I am, I can even reach to kiss my own ass).

Till then I will beat down the lower energies with a mighty stick. Tell them to bite my ample ass and leave me and others who want peace in their lives the hell alone. My readings that I have given for myself have told me of this change that was about to happen, but me being such a pompous ass thought that it may have been wrong. Well I won’t do that again.  I think that’s why I should have some one give me my readings, since the ego plays such a role in how a person wants to believe in what the Oracles are trying to tell a person. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Well I’m about to record another podcast. Please if you would like to help, ask your devine deities to help with my situation as well, make sure there is some prayer to the podcast fairy to help me also upload my shows. I not will turn away  any positive help. In my life.

Thank you and Be Blessed

Luna Noir TWC

Affirmation: I see my life with all that I need, all that I want and as much as God, Goddess, and my devine Angles feel I deserve. and so it is.

WHAT THE PHUCK!!!

The worst drive to my new life in Arizona.

This is was the worst drive to get out here to Arizona. I didn’t get in to details about it since the last post was regarding overcoming the horrible economic times in my life. But truly the trip was horrible. First we left 2 days  late

1. The house we had been renting didn’t fix an issue with the bath tub (the tub liner filled with water making your footing in the shower feel like you were on a waterbed), which I slipped in twice.
2.   When we we’re suppose to leave I was in so much pain, I went to the doctors to make sure that I hadn’t broken my shoulder. (It wasn’t but there may be some tendon damage).

Once we got on the road, My daughter and I followed my husband and son while they drove in the moving truck (that was also pulling our mini van on a trailer) (which fished tailed ALL THE WAY THERE!) in the first 3 hours my husbands moving truck  trailer blew a tire. They almost lost control of the entire truck and load. From this point I began to be so nervous that I was unable to keep myself from shaking.  When we stopped at rest stops I was so paranoid that we would be ambushed by brigands that I couldn’t sleep (my focus was on making sure we were all safe). So when I would take, literally a 15 minute nap. I would wake up and then, I would drug myself with caffeine (mountain dew was my bitch on this trip), and then when that began to fail I pulled out the no-dose, this went on through every state. We passed through Joplin and  was humbled by the destruction that I saw. Then fear came over me when we stopped there to rest and heard that there were sighted tornados, again in the same area. Couldn’t sleep with the winds shaking the car. Plus the brigands had to be looked out for. Every semi that passed my husband’s truck would almost push it over off the road. There were so many times that he almost lost control of that damn truck that I called upon every divine deity I could think of. By the third day I began to suffer with motion sickness and sleep deprivation. Next I began to take 5 hour energy drinks to keep me awake. BIG MISTAKE, HUGE!  I couldn’t fall sleep but I was too tired to drive. A vicious cycle began; I was cussing up a storm with my daughter in the car (I don’t usually do that).  Anger engulfed my every emotion and I even began to hear voices every time that I spoke with my husband on the walkie-talkie. I would ask him when the next rest stop would be and he would respond “not far” that’s when I would hear a woman’s voice say “you wish”. It freaked me the Phuck out! I didn’t know that I had overdosed on the caffeine. I didn’t know you could do that.

So after almost running the car off the side of a cliff in the mountains with my daughter in the car, my husband decided to force me to drink some Nyquil , it took two hours for it to finally knock me the PHUCK out! But when it did I was able to sleep for 8 hours at the rest stop. I never slept so hard before in my life.

By this point we were approximately 3 hour away. But my motion sickness was so severer that it took us an extra day to drive that far to our new home. Not to mention that the car that I was driving got a flat tire and had us  stopping for an extra 2 hours along the way.

My family was so nervous for us, because every time they would call the trip seemed to take longer than it was supposed to. As far as the motion sickness it didn’t go away for about a week after we arrived here in AZ.

There’s more…

When we got here to our new address the water was off and the temperature was 107 and a person from Michigan, not accustomed to that kind of heat I was dying. I had to take whore baths in the shower. Had to wash the kids that way too. My husband who had to go to work the very next day was so inconvenienced to have to go to the store to buy 5 gallon water jugs so he could wash as well. We bought a water dispenser with a hot water option so the hubs could shave in the morning.

So the water comes on and we find out, that my Godmother and uncle are on their way to stay with us (for a week), since they are on vacation . Since we had to sell everything to get down here, we didn’t have a couch for them to sleep on.  So we loaded up the car with my two kids and husband and I to go to Costco to buy a inflatable mattress. As we are going there I smell smoke and I didn’t think anything of it since there was the largest fire in AZ state history happening at that moment. Well after we got some extra food and the mattress.  We head for home my Godmother and uncle were literally 30 minutes away.  There began to be a strong smell of smoke in the car. That’s when the car began to fill with smoke and the floor board by my feet a huge fire ball was at my feat. Wait I didn’t say that correctly, A HUGE FIRE BALL SHOT UP FROM THE FLOOR BOARD!!! Heavens to murgatroyd, Here is the video of my car on fire enjoy!

Just so that you know, I didn’t let this get me down. I literally thought “hey no big deal”. This could have happened on the trip hear and my daughter and I could have perished… BTW NO INSURANCE so it’s not like I got a new car. I’m not proud of it, but when you don’t have money to take care of your family you don’t usually spend it on the chance in a million that your car will catch on fire.

So if you are a regular you know that this could have only happened to me and my family. Everyone got out safely and that is all that’s important.  But if you read this Blog on a regular basis then you know there has to be more CRAP on the way .So we are now left with a car with no air conditioning and was on its last legs when we got out here. So far I have had to learn how to change the breaks myself to save some money (I found videos on youtube to learn), saved approximately $400 on doing the job myself :-).

Now this is the part that broke the camels back. After my family left, my little family decided to go for a dip in the near by pool. It’s a 111 degrees out and we didn’t want to be inside. So as I jump into the pool, I BREAK MY LEFT INDEX FINGER!!! SCREAMING WHAT THE PHUCK!!! But that was the extent of the anger. At this point in my life I’m just accepting that my life sucks BALLS (not even smooth one prickly ones)   Also since we had gotten here to Arizona my children began to act out. Arguing with each other even when playing games they would bicker. What was going on?

I began to remember something that a reader told me, that I may have a psychic attacker trying to deliver some lower energy my way. So that is when I got pissed and had had enough. I went through all my books looking for a spell to block this lower energy. But everything that I was doing didn’t completely feel like it was addressing the problem. I decided to use a set of my Archangel oracle cards (by Doreen Virtue) so I gave myself a reading. As I have said before was raised Catholic, and I still use all of what I’ve learned to the betterment of my life. I gave myself a reading and since I had such a great result using Archangel Chamuel I thought that maybe there was another angel I could call upon. I went to Barns and Noble and looked for an angel book and once again I found Doreen Virtue, she has a book called The  Angel Therapy Handbook. (I only have the book) I began to read it and do the exercises and when I did one that required me to think of a spirit guide who is in my life influencing me and guiding me the name of Samael Came to my thoughts. I thought the name must have been wrong because I was looking to hear an angelic type of name. Well after I did this exercise I read in the book, regarding Samael, I thought to myself what a coincidence, that’s the name of my spirit guide. Apparently that is another name for Lucifer, Satan, Beelzebub, the devil.  Motherphucker are you crapping me? So not only am I being attacked by a lower energy it’s the Phucking devil who’s doing it? Well I couldn’t stop reading the book. This book

showed me how to block again lower energies effectively and how to incorporate Angels into my life.

From that day on I must say that my life has changed completely. Literally I just asked Archangel Michael and my personal guardian angels to protect me and my family (family must also ask for their own protection since it goes against their will, if they do not want protecting).  From that point on I felt the difference in the way my homes energy felt. Even my children who are normally well-behaved children became better. As I read the book I told them what I found and they themselves noticed the difference of how they were behaving.

I know that when I spoke to a few people they began to tell me that it sounded like witchcraft to them, and I would imagine that to Christians that it would be, calling upon anything other than God would be, plus this book incorporate things that are not normally associated with the Christian religion, meditation, energies, chakras, reiki, tarot cards, manifesting,  and knowing that we are all part of God and Goddess also we should know how to use that part of ourselves to influence our lives with the power we are given. I LOVE THIS BOOK. I think any Pagan or Wiccan will get a lot out of this book. Because it’s not just for Christians, it’s for everyone. The author doesn’t mention the Goddess but she doesn’t need to it’s for you to fill in the blanks of who your higher deity is. I hope you all get the book. It’s been such a help for me.

Now I’m off to give myself a reading for what I need to do today, and this week.

Bright Blessings and may God, Goddess, and your Angels be with you.

Luna

HOLY COW, GOAT, PIG, SHEEP…

It has been a bit since I have posted, and with good reason. My life as you all may have read has not gone as smoothly as I think it could have. I always recap for those who may be finding this blog for the first time.

After getting done with a chapter 13 to save house, a month later I lose my job 2 weeks B4 Christmas/Yule. On my birthday a month later (for the second time in our marriage) my husband loses his job. We try to save house with unemployment (and can’t). We find out we are pregnant (excitement and more stress). Unemployment runs out for the two of us. No insurance.  We lose house.

Not the house but lets pretend 

Luckily my husband finds some freelance work to get us into a rental house,  (Loved that house) freelance has helped us to pay rent for 6months in advance. We lose the baby (crushing). Depression begins. Work dries up. Time goes bye, trying to find work.  We Don’t have next months rent, 20 days before rent is due I fall back on every part of my religious background, (I’m what I like to call the witch with a twist)

St. Joseph

So I call and pray to God and Goddess, Jesus and Mary, St. Joseph (patron saint who helps husbands find work to support their family) Angels. I go online and look for the angel who helps find work for folks (Archangel Chamuel is the guy for this) . I’m looking for a job as well as the hubs, and once I applied all the aspects of my knowledge in religion and “The Secret” Wicca, and  I now have unwavering faith. I lit candles and burned incense EVERYTHING.   Phone starts to ring. Mind you we have about $180 to our name. People that my husband tried to work for, for the past year and a half start to call. He goes on interviews and one by one each job falls through. My husband is seriously stressed I finally get him on board to pray to St. Joseph and to the Archangel Chamuel, he does, he also takes the crystals that attracts peace and relieves stress. The the phone rings for a person that my husband interviewed with in Canada in the fall. This person was not able to hire my husband because the position hadn’t opened up and then the position was terminated. This person calls and tells my husband that they gave his name to a coworker in Southfield in Michigan 20 minutes from out house tell them about how wonderful my husband would be for a job that they had opening soon there. Well she mentioned that she had told them about my husband about a month ago and just wondered if they ever called. My husband sadly didn’t get that call. The person tells my husband that he bound to  find work and to have faith,  bye. Just as that person is getting off the phone his phone rings and it the Southfield office, saying that about a month ago they received this gleaming referral regarding him and they wanted him to come in tomorrow for an interview. They loved him!!! They tell my husband that he needs to interview with like 5 other people to get the job. STRESS for hubby, Not for me. I tell him don’t worry it will be OK.  He does all 4  interviews they all give him the green light and then the last guy. Some guy in Arizona (WTH) He’s the last of the interviewers and we have to wait a week to talk to him via internet face time interview… Now we have about two weeks to go before we have to tell the owners of the house that we will not be living there anymore and to keep out first, last months rent Blah blah blah. My husband has the interview and the guys says No.

I want you to work for me here in Arizona…

That he would pay my husband more than he would make in Michigan and that he will also make a salary and commission. He flies my husband out for two weeks of training and then the other shoe dropped. The company WILL NOT pay for our relocation. We now have about $20 at least with me. because my husband didn’t have money for food out there in Arizona while in training. So now I FREAKED THE HECK OUT!!! We have a job with no way to get there. practically everyone in our families have lost their jobs or were about to. So my husband asks for some divine guidance. He get’s it in the way of an idea to get a Chipin account. It’s an account where your friends,  family anyone who wants to can help you but seeing your goal and then contributing to it. believe me it worked. Some people chip in $5.00 some $300. We needed $6,500. for truck rental and gas for truck and the car that I would be driving in. We’ll two days before we were to leave to Arizona we got all the money we needed through the help of family and friends. We got here with only $121 left to spare. Since we didn’t have any money we also included the rent for the house that we needed to have in order to have a place to live when we got here to Arizona.

So we’ve been hear and it’s been a month. We are not homeless and we are happy.

It was a crazy adventure but it wasn’t over yet. I will be posting the craziest thing that happened to us once we got here. You are going to find out why I’ve had so much bad luck and what I am doing now to fix it.

Thanks for reading, I still have to unpack a few things still, so the podcast version of this will be up in about a week.

Blessings

Luna Noir

Working on my life inside and out

How many times have you thought about how you would love to be a better person, but only to give up when your favorite show comes on, or as soon as someone chimes in with the dreaded words like “you can’t do it””how do you plan to do that” “your always trying”. I have always been one of those people who (more times then I would like to admit )have wavered in my plans to better myself. There are so many people that have done it, their books line the shelves of books stores, and their tv shows are all over the place. I have bought their books and have sat in front of my tv for hours watching how they did it. I’ve thought “wow that’s great for them” so I make a plan to try and I start changing my life and as soon as I begin, I allow the smallest things to derail my energy. Now  some things are HUGE like loosing a job or family drama (death). But now I am going to make it a point that NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS I WILL STAY ON TRACK! I have to.

So now I’m going into attack mode. I will begin this journey here with you. What am I saying here… I’m saying I’m 5’4″ tall and I’m 37 years old, 195 LBS (holy shit) Not  good odds. I just found out that I have high colesterol (I’m not cool with that). I don’t have diabetes (thank God/dess). But that’s where I’m headed, several family members have it in my family. I will not be one of them. I am tired of looking in the mirror and seeing an attractive woman with a weight problem, low self esteem, stressed at times,  laziness, weakness,  and trapped in my own cage of self doubt. Fuck this bull I am making a change. Here is what I am starting with. THIS IS NOT ME!!! But I have this body, just change the face.

I want this so bad. I know that I can balance my life. Here is what I am doing.

1. I am saying affirmations every time I pass a mirror.  (looking good, feeling good, thinking good)

2. I downloaded to my iphone an app that’s called stop sabotage  (subliminal Messages to stop myself from sabotaging my goals in life, I tend to do that)

3. I’m doing yoga with this DVD call Yoga & Pilates with Louise Solomon 45 min so far (It’s ok, I have yet to find my groove in this one) If I can find another, or one of you has a better Yoga DVD to suggest then I will try it.

4. FREE DANCE I use my Latina roots to Salsa and Merengue  to dance my ass fat away + some Cristina Aguilera I think anything that you can dance to for 1 1/2 hours will do.

5. While the kids are eating their dinner, I do squats, side bends, lunges and walk in place.

6. I do push ups. I do a set of 15 once in the morning, another set of 15 for lunch, and the last set of 15 before bed

7. Sex whenever I want. I don’t have the body I want. However it feels good and I can burn off 300-600 calories per hour. So that’s a good means of exercise to get me to the body I want to be at.

8. Reading a  book called The Witch of Portobello By. Paulo Coelho. What does this do? It has me relax and destress. All part of the Mind shape up.

9. WATER H2O AGUA EAU  UISGE you get the point.

10. I am rocking the Secret

11. Food is Fuel.  So far I have had only fruits and veggies. I have not made a decision as to what I am eating yet. But I didn’t want to cook so I stuck with Fresh pineapple, Salad (it had about 1 TBL of ranch dressing) I’m not a Saint. Plus I made a Zucchini Bread for tomorrow. Here’s the ingredients it’s the healthiest I could find as of today.

• 1 1/2 cups whole wheat flour
• 3/4 cup sugar I used brown sugar instead it’s a little higher in calories, but it has more nutrients than the plain old white and has a bit more flavor.
• 1/4 teaspoon baking soda
• 1/2 teaspoon baking powder
• 1/4 teaspoon salt
• 1 1/2 teaspoons cinnamon
• 2 eggs
• 2 1/4 cups zucchini (about 2 medium)
• 1/4 cup oil
• 1 1/2 teaspoons vanilla
• 1/4 cup walnuts
• Plus I boosted up the fiber with a cup of raisins and 1/2 cup of flax seed. I ground the flax seed with a coffee grinder till powered  http://www.simplyrecipes.com/recipes/zucchini_bread/

12. I found this prayer and it makes me feel good to have the Goddess on the same page

Weight Loss Spell – Venus Evocation

Venus,
Goddess of Beauty,
Goddess of women,
Goddess of love,
I evoke your power
to aid me,
to make me strong,
to fill me with your power
to help me in my purpose
to be the best
that I can be.

Venus,
Goddess of Beauty,
Goddess of women,
Godess of love,
I evoke your power
to heal me,
to cleanse me,
to charge me
with life
and love of life.

Venus,
Goddess of Beauty
Goddess of Women,
Goddess of Love,
I call you
into my life
to stand beside me
to protect me
to guide me
towards beauty,
and love.

Look into the candle flame and see yourself in the future, of the right age, BEING HAPPY and ALIVE (which is MUCH more important than “being thin”!).

When you are ready, blow out the candle.

Here comes the real magic.

Anytime before you eat (and where you can), light a candle to Venus before you start.

A lot of people eat a lot of stuff and they don’t get fat – it’s a mystery, really.

Let the power of Venus transform your whole eating experience.

When you’re done, leave a small morsel as a token offering and blow out the candle.

When you are in a place where you cannot light a candle, imagine one so strongly in your mind that you can nearly see it right there on the table in front of you and act just the same, quietly inside.

Should you feel it wearing off after a week or so, do the ORIGINAL full on evocation with the prayer above again to strengthen it even more. This is by Star Fire

So this was my day today. I started at a bit of a run instead of a walk. I usually start off hard and quit. But not this time I’m going to work hard all the way through. I have too much to gain by loosing the weight and feeling good with no stresses, and clear minded.

So this is where I’m at.  I’ll be posting update just look for the P.S. and you will see lbs lost,  new reading material or dramatic picture change or inches lost.

Be Blessed

Luna Noir TWC

Psychic Attack

Hello there! As you have read before, I am no stranger to some miserable crap in my life. Lost jobs, lost house, pets dying, horrible drug infested neighborhood, and a terrible miscarriage. NOT A STRANGER… However with all that said, I have moved into a great home, with great neighbors and the job front is looking up. My heart has begun to heal from my miscarriage and I have been feeling pretty good. So when all of a suden, I was having a great time with my kids and husband and I felt this feeling of foreboding, kinda like I was sad, and depressed all of a sudden. As quick as it came it stayed 2 seconds then was gone. But it left me with the awareness of being ripped away from my good time. I had this happen quite a bit, sometimes 3 or 4 times in a day. It seemed that whenever I was happy this pang would hit me in the gut, stay for 2 seconds then just leave.

I was telling my husband how cool it was that the flowers that he bought me a month ago were still looking pretty good, and how i was amazed that they hadn’t died on us. I have had expensive flower die or wilt within a day or two. So having these $5 flowers from the local Kroger live for a month, made me take note and feel good at how beautiful they were doing. During this conversation the pang hit and my husband took notice and asked what had just happend to my mood. I explained to him what had been happening, and he said “maybe it’s a psychic attack” I was shocked that I hadn’t thought of it myself. But since I have been in such a good mood I haven’t even thought about anything negative.

So here is what I did first. I got out some stones that I have in my collection and pulled out a few that felt right for the problem.

Here is Botswana Agate it protects from evil influences and negativity. Helps to look for solutions rather that dwell on problem…

Then I took out Yellow Calcite CLears negative energy from environment. Calms the mind, and alleviates emotional stress.

Lastly I put Sardonyx in my pocket A stone of strength and protection. Prevents crime, especially theft, and dispels negativity. So with these three beauties to start I began to build up my shield defense against this negative energy that has been sent my way.

So now to start thinking about who could be the one who is sending me the bad juju. That is the tricky part. because I truly don’t know who could be after me in a bad way. The only thing that kind of freaks me out is if it is a family member. Because i tell my family everything. For a while now I have noticed that when things are going well for me and I tell a friend or family member the good news, then something will always happend to bust my mellow. It’s not that I am bragging to people, it’s just prue excitement that things are getting better with my situation, that I want to share the news. For instance when I was at the old house, my husband and I wanted to move so bad because of all the gun fire, that when we thought that we were going to be able to move I told friends and family the good news and we asked for good energy and prayers to be sent to us, so we could have an easy time when moving. Well next thing you know we aren’t moving anywhere. This happened so many times that I began to tell my husband that no matter how good the news, we can not tell anyone for fear of the jinx that would inevitably befall us. The hubs agreed. SI haven’t been able to figure out then and now who’s the ass messing with me. So here is the spell/prayer I used back then, with great results. The wording works for me but you may want to change it if you would like.

Whom ever is sending these acts of negativity
Shall stop or be held by the law of three
Threefold shall be your fate
For each time you sent me hate
May all the actions, thoughts, words of hate
Also become your decided fate
By the sun and moon that sits in the sky
feel the power and pain that you’ve caused, as I have cried
By Sun up high, the worlds and tides
by oceans wide and deep blue skies
by day and night, and powers three
this is my will, so mote it be!

This spell works like a charm. I do notice that when I use it, I won’t have any problems for a while. I think that whomever is doing the bad juju learns his or her lesson, but then at some point reverts back into a sniveling asshole.

I hope the spell doesn’t come across as if I am trying to be as mean as the energy vampire. I would never want to hurt anyone, I’m the last person who would. At the same time I can’t live like this. Always waiting for the other proverbial shoe to drop and hurt me and my family again.

When I have tried to ignore the psychic attacks it’s only made things worse. So I just use the three fold law to take it’s natural course, but with me expediting the time in which it gets there. I NEVER ask for someone to be hurt. I just ask that whatever they sent my way to just go back to them. I would rather that it just stop with no repercussion but I know that it would only continue. At least with the prayer I am able to let God and Goddess know that it is indeed time to step in and handle this for me.

The third and final thing I do is incense you can either put them in a bag and keep it on your person or burn them in a censor. I burn them. I figure since we all breath the same air, that in some way the smoke and spirit of the herbs will reach the person and stop them from attacking me. Here are the ones I use.

Heather Flower Cedar wood cones Sandal wood and Nag Champa I would call these the four horseman, when you want to put an end to something these are the four you call.

Well I hope that if you are having any trouble with a psychic attack, that you use any of this information. Plus call on God and Goddess there is nothing they can’t handle for you.

If you have any comments or questions please drop me and email.

Be Blessed

Luna Noir

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Thanks Giving Soon WIll Be Here

 

This coming Thanks Giving I have some things to be thankful for.

1. My husband and children are healthy

2. Everyone in the rest of my family are healthy

3. For the pain in my left side is surely going away, and besides that I am healthy

4. For now we still have a roof over our heads

5. We for now still have unemployment checks keeping the lights on and food on the table

6. That I have this computer so that I can still apply for as many new jobs that I can find

7. That I still have hope…

I am thankful for so many things that many take for granted. I still have hope that God and Goddess will see me through this trying time. I know these are the times that make a person stronger. I feel like I able to endure more then most since all this stuff has been coming into my life.

I have been praying and keeping my ongoing candle ritual going every night. So here is my blessing for all of you.

May Goddess and God keep you and yours well

may you never have a moment of pain or worry

may you always have a reason to smile and

may all the generosity you give to others come back to you 100 time more.

Not everything has to rhythm but I hope this blessing comes true for all of you

Blessed Be

Enjoy your turkey, pumpkin pies, and love from your family

Luna Noir